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I’m not heartless. I just learned how to use my heart less.

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Love blog!

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"They are the roses in December; you remember someone said that God gave us memory so that we might have roses in December.”
J.M. Barrie, Courage

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"They are the roses in December; you remember someone said that God gave us memory so that we might have roses in December.”

J.M. Barrie, Courage

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He’s so damned nice and he’s so awful. He’s my sort of thing.

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Anonymous said: Answer every single question. 1-102.

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? Miranda said I love you last so of course I know she meant it.
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? Please
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? Him
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? I do that anyways
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? I mean yes? I’m not sure who I’m “talking” to though
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? yes it’s fireside by arctic monkeys
7. What exactly are you wearing right now? comfy house clothes
8. How often do you listen to music? I try to always.
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? Jeans
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013? If this is from a 2012 perspective I would say that I know that it changes drastically because a lot of shit went down in 2013
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? social
12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? no
13. What about ‘R’? No
14. Can you drive a stick shift? yes
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? No but if it’s false information or untrue reasoning, yes.
16. Are you going out of town soon? Depends on competitions
17. When was the last time you cried?few nights ago (before school started)
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them? yes
19. If you could change your eye color, would you? Yes light blue eyes
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for? Yes..
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. my hair is being annoying, and I’m tanner than desired
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? only if it’s sweet, and not fast.
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to? no
24. What are you sitting on right now? Bar stool
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? Miranda
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?….always
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? Miranda
28. Do you get a lot of colds? No
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from? ex boyfriend
30. Does anyone hate you? I’m sure.
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room? No
32. Do you like watching scary movies?yes (:
33. Do you want your tongue pierced? no
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? 2012
35. Did you have a dream last night? yes, it was hilarious
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? This morning
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? I would hope to be
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? I mean, I don’t like thinking that way.
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? That’s nice/ creepy depending on who
40. Did you have a good day yesterday?yes
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?Somewhat
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?yes
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? Yes
44. What’s the best part about school? being good academically in the class
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?Yes
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? no
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? a lot
48. Were you single over the last summer?somewhat
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?no..
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now? sleeping, reading for English
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? yes
52. Are you nice to everyone? depends
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? ..yes
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? yes
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings? sometimes
56. Do you think you like someone? depends
57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’? Yes
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? Boys, but Miranda is my main
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry? lol yes
60. Do you hate anyone?not their whole being just what they do and their values
61. How’s your heart? Really numb
62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? quite.
63. Have you ever cried over a guy? Yes
64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? I mean? I wouldn’t know I haven’t pissed anyone off lately, so it would be from something from before which is deep in the past so I don’t care.
65. Are your toenails painted pink? no
66. Will your next kiss be a mistake? I hope not…
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct? no. only if it was for something silly but no.
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? no
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?….mom
70. How do you look right now? not cute
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? yesss
72. Can you commit to one person? As a friend or relationship? Friend: No, relationship: yes
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? I used to
74. Have you ever felt replaced? Yes
75. Did you wake up cranky? A little
76. Are you a jealous person? Only when applicable.
77. Are relationships ever worth it? depends on how the person makes you feel
78. Anyone you’re giving up on? yes..
79. Currently wanting to see anyone? yes…..
80. Name something you have to do tomorrow? First show of the season
81. Last person you cried in front of?miranda
82. Is there someone you will never forget?
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you? Yes but I don’t like it
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?Snuggling
85. Are you over your past? I think about it a lot; I’m almost over it.
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?Yes
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?miranda
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?No
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? If only
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? Yes
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months? I would like to but it’s complicated
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael? Yes
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew? No
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going? no
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March? no
96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? yes
97. Who do you have texts from? -__-
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? I would move on because I already safeguard myself
99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? Yes lol
100. Who’s in your profile picture with you? Henry the plant
101. Ever kissed under fireworks?yes..whoa
102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?one person can do that

Okay, person who made me do this. thanks c:

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I will

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I will

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I disappear so easily in your mind, and I disappear so easily into my mind.

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is it bad i crave nothing but your touch

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